Hmm I’m actually not good with an opening or anything. So I’ll just say it right away like this.
I’m feeling lost.
I mean, in every single thing I do.
I don’t even know what I’m doing.
I feel like I don’t have a goal. I don’t know where this journey is gonna end. I keep gettin insecure.
Somehow I keep wondering if there really a place for me to runaway.
I need a place to calm my head down. People might think I always making excuses. That might be true though.
Is it really dumb to think that I’m gettin near 21 year old and still get lost, not knowing what I want to do?
Truthfully, I feel stupid.
(Sorry for using the word ‘I’ too much. This person might sounds really selfish, eh?)
Ain’t no days without rain in these few weeks. And me certainly not a big fan of rain. I miss the clear sky. I miss it this blue ㅠ ㅠ
Karlina Caune by Enric Galceran for BMM Magazine #40